Memoirs of a Wallflower

Oh, Eleanor… you and I are kindred spirits. Now I want to watch this.

Had another amazing workout today. Despite not getting a nap. I am losing again. I know I said I wouldn’t weigh until moontime was over… but I couldn’t help myself. I’m down about 1.5-2 pounds since I started going to the gym a little over a week ago. But my OFFICIAL weigh-in is on Tuesday again. So then I will be done with moontime and all the bloat/ water weight that comes with that… so I can see how I am doing. Exciting.

I fucking LOVE the gym. Every time I go there, I get the same feeling I get when I go to the library like “these are my people”. Plus… endorphins!

Cleaned like a maniac when I got home. Now doing laundry. Reading a bit. Watching the movie I have to return tomorrow and bed.

I can not WAIT until this week is over. I am so tired of having to get up so early when it is not possible for me to go to sleep early. 4 hours every night is not enough. The money should be really, really good though. And I will at least be on a more normal schedule where I can get up earlier.

Mom got the new job. It’s closer and she will make more money. PLUS her hours will be 11am-7pm and she wont work weekends anymore. So I can finally, FINALLY get a break from having to take care of layla all night and just… go out and be a normal 23 year old… even if all I want to do is curl up at BN and read.

(Source: ilovejaneausten)